
I certainly function better on a day to day basis when I feel 'plugged' in or 'connected' ... Call it god, call it whatever you want, but all I know is that it makes me feel more fulfilled than any drug that I have experimented with or any human being that I have been in relationship with. I also know that there is certain things that I do, or that can happen that bring me closer to that sense. Sometimes my sense of connection is just a thought away and at other times it isn't. I don't understand why, and Im not going to try and work it out. I just have faith in something that I can't make any logical sense of. I believe that the pathway to connection is so individual, but I think it's safe to say that we all want a piece of it. It's not something we can take, demand or force from others and we can not falsely manufacture it via a pill, or gain it fully from a relationship with another person. However we slowly discover it through being in relationship with others, but at the same time we will discover that it was actually there all along.